Brown Gaze

I had a cousin who was born with blue eyes and then after a month his eyes turned to brown. I felt so bad for him because he could've been handsom and now he's ugly. Like me. Whenever I look at people I can see them thinking, "Why is that ugly man looking at me?" I even make sure to look them in the eyes for as long as I could just to make sure that I'm seeing it right. And guess what? They make that face every single time.